Thursday, June 29, 2017

Who am I?

I've tried to implement a "spiritual" way of thinking into my everyday life. I've tried to live and breathe the Law of Attraction. I've failed in life. I've succeeded. I have attempted to radiate positivity in every waking moment.

Unfortunately, I'm no angel. Even though my intentions are usually good, my head isn't always in the right place. It's extremely difficult to produce a happy, positive demeanor when life is throwing you bricks instead of lemons (that statement seems a bit narcissistic now that I've typed it out; there are always people experiencing worse things). I want to be happy. I want to make other people smile all the time but I fail. That's the thing about humans. We're not perfect. We never will be. Trying to attain perfection will only lead to disappointment.

It's been hard. As a stay-at-home mom—an incredible blessing and not one that I would trade—it's easy to "lose" part of your individuality. When you feel lost, you turn to what you know to bring comfort. But what do I know? What am I connected with?

This is precisely the question that I am having difficulty answering. Sometimes it feels like I don't even know who I am anymore. What grounds me? What do I love to do? Who the hell am I?

I know this is a vague, cryptic post. I usually try to avoid these, but today, I need to let it out. So, there it is. At 28-years-old, I am figuring out who I am all over again.

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